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Okay, I think this blog deserves one last and final post. I mean, livejournal has been pretty convenient and stuff.
So thus begins the new year, and I think I've completely experienced the best year in my life in 2008.
Let me start it this way, having gone to school everyday of my primary and secondary school life was simply nothing more than shit.
Having go to school, worry about who feels like punching you, just because he felt like it.
Being the underdog always, short and talkative. I mean I had a pretty irritating nature last time, and heck, it was annoying the more I think of it.
I always had to try and have something to prove, worrying about how people saw me. Just by saying f here f there made me feel strangely more in place.
Hiding behind my computer was an easy one, trying to show that I was "one of them" kind of a picture in my head.
In short, most people miss their primary or secondary school lives, I don't.
Everyday I prayed that I'd get out of it one day. Until finally, I completed O levels, got a call from this guy, who I didn't really know or like, to be honest. I still remember that day, CA was having a camp and most people from our confirmation level were to be going. So Jervis calls, and I was like "nothing to lose" attitude. So I decided to pack my bags and head down to church and join in. This is honestly how my life began, and nothing in the world would make me take it back. Nothing. Meeting so many fantastic faces, people who would recognise me for who I was and not who I was trying to be. I found I had less and less to prove everyday. I found I couldn't adapt at first, still acting all indifferent and stuff, but more and more, I found I was more open. In the end, I found not friends, but a family, people who I believe I will be talking to 10 years from now. If that doesn't happen, I swear on my life I would make it happen. This alone has been my life's miracle and I love every second of 2008 because of it.
2008. The year that made me change.
The year that I understood more and more about myself.
The year that I met the greatest people of my life.
The year that I began to have meaning in my life.
The year that I had the biggest emotional ups and downs.
The year that I will dearly miss and love. Goodbye 2008.
Enter 2009. And with the greatness of 2008 in mind, having grown into a community, having grown spiritually and having finally been able to find myself, I have great plans for 2009. Such enters my resolutions, which I've decided not to blog, I shall alone see through my 2009 plans, goals and resolutions.
-Lexx
On a last note, goodbye faithful and lovely Livejournal space, it's been great coming here and blogging. I'll really miss this space here. :D
http://laughtersmiles.blogspot.com/
Once again, MOVED! (:
- Mood:
excited
P.S. finally got rid of the pictures next to my posts xD
- Mood: cheerful
know what my mum asked me?
why do i have a love bite below my neck and scratches on my arm
=='
Benjamin Gabriel Sew Jia Jun~! They call me Dr. Love~ ROCKING COCKS !! says:
just tell her the truth lor
tell her a wild dog attacked you la
- Lex - says:
LOL
this is going on my blog
In case no one knows, I was attacked by a wild dog, Sandra Lee.
I had to wear a long sleeve shirt to cover my arm, but pure habit left my top button open and it could be seen.
>.>
Having a pretty fun birthday,
Had good japanese food at raffles town club,
went to buy PILLOWS,
had mum treat me coffee bean,
NOW UNCLE PAT IS TAKING US OUT TO FISH &
In case you all don't know, my preferred choice of meat is FISH.
And fish and chips is LOOOOOOOVE.
Lastly
BIG THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO TEXTED ME, FACEBOOKED ME, AND WISHED ME IN PERSON.
YOU ALL ROCK MY LIFE. (:
Lexx
- Mood: happy
But after that went to caspar's place to party.
Had a killer time.
Though I felt the gift exchange was odd, I don't know who gave me what.
Kinda weird. We shoulda done like pairings and pass the gift.
So BIG THANKS TO THE PERSON WHO GAVE ME A H
Interestingly enough, I was surprised on having a cake.
I seriously thought you guys would wait until tomorrow :D
Thanks, all! :D
In case anyone has forgotten, it's been exactly ONE year since my joining the CA camp which therefore leading to Koinonia :D
And everyday for it, I thank God for giving me such great people in my life.
Never before have I have such a fun filled year with my friends. Not including family of course.
Time for a major shoutout to all the people who made my 2008 special. No, I can't name you all, I'm afraid I'd miss someone out! D:
Love you guys!
Lexxxxxxxxxxxxx :D
- Mood: cheerful
What a disappointing first half of the season.
Villa maintains 4th while arsenal trails behind in 5th.
Well done, awesome shitz0rxzxzxz.
On a better note, CHRISTMAS WAS GREAT! :D
Byrne's place from 3-7am just owned, laughed like mad, went crazy and more.
Then to Auntie Carol's house at night, food was good
but I think we missed the night's hot topic. Pity.
Then to godma's house and Martina cooked ! :D
The food was great. Nothing more said. And company was good, though small.
New year or chinese new year next time ;)
I just noticed I haven't taken the liberty to actually type out a blog post worth reading.
Maybe next time.
Lexx
- Mood:
bitchy
Fantastic. A whole lot of movies to choose from.
All free free free free,
no we didn't take any channels xD
Just enjoying the unlimited movies for now :D
Anyway, caroling has been pretty okay so far.
Though it feels damn sian.
Just doesn't feel so christmas-sy anymore.
Lexx
- Mood:
okay
experienced alot, mixed emotions here and there,
had fun, great company,
and KOINONIA/FUEL TOTALLY OWNS. :D
I just have two more things left to do this end of year.
Lexx
- Mood: satisfied
SSC SIMPLY OWNS!
gonna go get the pictures from andrea now..
BE BACK SOON!
Lexx
- Mood: cheerful
No names mentioned.
Choir just doesn't feel so fun anymore. Even though the people are great! (:
Feel like quiting. Going there every Sunday feels like a chore.
Koinonia/FUEL retreat next week! Can't wait.
You all make me feel great.
It is close to a year with you guys after all :D
Shall say more after the event itself.
Lexx
- Mood: excited
I've had so much on my mind, I could explode from emotion overload.
Is this the way it's supposed to be? Worry here and there and just feel completely useless?
As if you don't know what to do, hide in a corner, and shut yourself out.
What ever happened to that me who wouldn't give a shit.
Is this what it means to change?
I've been easily agitated. Been feeling depressed about myself even when I'm having fun.
Sorry if I haven't been myself.
Of course change also brings about happiness from time to time, and I love every moment of it.
Lexx
- Mood:
confused
felt great, everything was simply GOOD.
Pre confirmation party tomorrow with the con3s !
Wheeeeee, what a busy end year schedule i have.
Lexx
Why does it feel like i'm as useless as 5 years ago.
- Mood: blah
Everything seemed to go well.
But it's weird.
Hurts more and more everyday.
Lexx
- Mood: confused
Lexx
- Mood: cheerful
How you all stand me is a wonder in itself.
I wouldn't stand me.
Change needs to be done.
Lexx
- Mood:
discontent
http://pspupdates.qj.net/More-Dissi
Final Fantasy love ! :D
Lexx
- Mood:
depressed
Anyway, I was wearing this shirt today and brother Jovita told me it was pretty fashionable.
So I told him it wasn't mine
Cause it technically was Gong Gong's one.
Even though he barely got the chance to wear it,
I remember him everytime I wear it.
My point is, it wasn't something he passed on or anything, I believe he never wore it even.
But everytime I wear it, I remember and think about him.
Anyway, Kelly Tseng Ai Lin bumped into the icekimo door.
So? No big deal?
Well this was the second time in two days. She bumped it yesterday too.
GOOD JOB DBWAL. (:
Lex
- Mood: good
The following MSN convo explains itself.
kelly † says:
hey alex
kelly † says:
stupid question, but what's patrick and geri's surnames ah?
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
patrick?
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
as in HALMM pat?
kelly † says:
er
kelly † says:
i only know one pat
kelly † says:
hahaha
kelly † says:
the one playing the keyboard
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
haha
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
yea
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
um
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
WENGKANG
kelly † says:
wengkang!?
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
patrick wengkang
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
i think so
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
even im not sure
kelly † says:
as in WENG KANG
kelly † says:
or WENGKANG
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
together
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
believe it or not
kelly † says:
hahaha okayyy
kelly † says:
geri?
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
he's indonesian
kelly † says:
it sounds like a surname-chinesename
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
geri's surname is PIGPIGPIGPIGPIG
kelly † says:
HAHA
kelly † says:
wait crap
kelly † says:
her name is geraldine?!
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
um
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
yea
kelly † says:
WATURF
kelly † says:
i thought like
kelly † says:
geri
kelly † says:
..
kelly † says:
omg
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
ROFLMAO
kelly † says:
HAHA
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
you're funny
kelly † says:
cos i saw your pm
kelly † says:
hahahah
kelly † says:
omggggg
kelly † says:
i can't believe it
kelly † says:
all this while
kelly † says:
i've been calling her geri
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
HAHA
kelly † says:
BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT WAS HER NAME
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
im blogging this
- Lex - Maybe, just maybe. says:
this is hilarious
kelly † says:
HAHA
Colour coded for your sake ^_____^, use my direct blog link, if your friends page looks weird against the text colours
There you have it ladies and gentlemen, the blonde of tomorrow, KELLY!
Lex
- Mood: cheerful
You know what? I actually don't give so much of a shit that she was gone.
It's strange.
oh and i have 1+ GB of pictures! O.O from like a weeks worth only. My camera is toooo pro.
lololz
Lex
- Mood: cheerful
SANDRA AND ALL IT'S GLORY (:
(yes, sandra is an it. not a her.)
Lexx
- Mood: amused