`Laughter and smiles~

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 15:04:06 GMT

ohoh,
FANTASTIC
by the time we're done cleaning one end of the room,
more dust settles on the other side
what the fuck indeed.
grow up.

EDIT
AHH, more good news :D
if you think you can do this without us knowing, think again,
you want war? bring it on

Lexxy

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 15:49:50 GMT

i think the highlight of today was :
HIDE AND SEEK
hahahaha, i can't believe hide and seek is so fun
it feels damn long since we last had so much fun without a computer.
its like we're much older now and can't do crazy random things like that anymore
we need more people for the next round then :D

ciao
Lexxy

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 18:38:48 GMT

1-0
Nasri, new player,
four minute goal,
WHAT A WAY TO START THE SEASON,
GO ARSENAL!

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 05:55:08 GMT

ah back with photos, pretty much stolen off andrea's blog since ive not seen the camera thus far >.>
flyer pictures of course :D

family picture :D

view of the city PRETTY :D

the capsule behind us, haha and the pretty lights of the flyer itself :D

bah, no more, andrea didnt upload the f1 track pictures haha,
we could see the f1 pit stop from the flyer.
i even have a map of the f1 track now :D
prehaps another time,
ciao
Lexxy

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 17:07:37 GMT

stolen from geri's blog :D

(1) what are you most disappointed about?My attitude towards my studies :/

(2) where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? PARIS !

(3) what’s your favourite thing to do? Using Roxxy

(4) do you think money can buy happiness? Yup, just buy a house, a 360, a ps3, a Wii, a new phone, call everyone over and yepp happiness! And not to mention sweets!

(5) if you have one dream to come true, what will it be? To own a pikachu :D

(6) do you believe you can survive without money? No, i don't think so, prehaps minimal amounts though.

(7) have you ever played an instrument? :D ben,ben,jerv supposed to be teaching me guitar now :D

(8) if you mean $1 million, what will you do? buy a ps3, laptop, phone, camera, psp slim,etc. and give half to my mum,(honestly, do you think i can spend it all wisely from my first answers >.>)

(9) what do you think of yourself? I like myself the way i am, no one can change me so i dont try

(10) list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you? stolen from geri, so she's weird(in a good way), nice and honest? >.> LOL

(11) what makes me happy : Sweets, Roxxy, and my friends and family of course!

(12) what type of person you hate most? People who suck up to EVERYONE at the same time.

(13) where do you see yourself 10 years down the road? Being some sort of network guy >.>

(14) if you have a superpower, what will it be? Telekinisis

(15) what do you think is the most important thing in your life? God.

(16) if its the end of the world, what will be your last wish? Make sure i get the best fish&chips in the world !!!

(17) if you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time? never, it could disrupt the time/space continiuum!! jk but really, no, i dont regret alot, i just wonder and move on :D

(18) if you could meet one celebrity and be friends with him/her, who would it be? Ewan McGregor, his voice is awesome and to top it up, obiwan rules.

(19) are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her? Not at the moment.

(20) what’s currently on your playlist: Better Man - Robbie Williams. Learning to play this song on the guitar, no hidden motive, lol .

TAG EVERYONE ELSE, GO DO THIS,

anyhow, went to the flyer just now, photos and more tmr, need to sleep
and play the guitar before sleep :X
ciao,
Lexxy

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 02:36:46 GMT

meeh,
went to sew's place on friday and stayed til saturday :D
learnt abit of guitar!
and now i cant stop.
went home to tune the guitar and also bought a pick
damn i need to buy some stuff >.>

anyhow, went to visit gong gong yesterday
i cant believe he passed away a few years ago already. ):
miss him alot :/

annnnnnnnnd
going to the Singapore Flyer later!
daddy got us free tickets from him company
exciting much? not really >.>
30mins of staring at the city?
ill probably look at the sky.
the sky is so pretty.

kk gotta go, im still in class,
yea i dont have a holiday >.>
ROAR
Lexxy

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 12:37:13 GMT

mehhh, the house is rather quite today
gugu and the little cousins have gone back to america
):
ian was crying at the airport apparently :/
didn't even want to talk to me when i called them after IDEAs
if i didnt have that damned end semester project i would've skipped

anyhow, the project went well >.>
ended up having to submit our project for some IDEA competition?
WTF? just when we thought we were done with IDEA
zzzz
anyhow the stupid dateline on the form says 1 aug, retarded mr carloosssss

oh went to watch the mummy with the guys,
boring as HELL, somewhat funny,
but very -whats the word?- cliche?
i suggest no one watch it.

mehmehmeh,
ian said yesterday, "Life is hard."
so strange coming from a 7-year-old,
and yet so true.
but life must go on (:

see you next time, ian P:
Lexxy

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 04:00:51 GMT

MEH GODDAMN IDEAS PROJECT,
i hate ideas.

anyway, havent blogged in abit, more later,
kinda fed up sat my ass at t16 for the past 4 hours
trying to finish IDEAS presentation
not even done yet,
ciao.
Lexxy

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 02:10:23 GMT

meh, IVE HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE YESTERDAY!
no, someone didnt try to shoot me.
but i was sliding down the stairs on the bar when some idiot (hinthint: RAVIN)
pushed me off the side and i nearly fell all the way down.
must kill ravin asap
gotta go, he's coming
Lexxy

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 08:59:30 GMT

GO BRAZIL :D
WOOO
gonna watch with byrne at National Stadium :D:D:D

Lexxy

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 17:17:16 GMT

tonight. was. terrible.
i. dont. even. want. to blog.
fuck la.
seriously.
WHY US!?

Lexxy

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 00:59:52 GMT

LALALA!
BLOGGING FROM ANNE'S HOUSE :D
had movie night yesterday P:
went to sew's house at first to play dota, cause anne wasn't home.
anne came home late, went to buy DRINKS.
hehe, watched room 1408 and it was boring as hell.
then i fell asleep by the time we were watching a movie.
damn, wanted to use marker to write on everyone's legs
and i fell alseep the first, ROAR.
i shall do it next time :D

off to church later for wedding :P
maybe i hsouldnt haven promised john first,
haha
Lexxy. (:

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 13:11:54 GMT

i wonder what my goal in life is.
i wonder how im gonna turn out.
i wonder if ill ever be serious.
i wonder if i can make it.
i wonder if i have the strength.
i wonder if i have the courage.
i wonder if i have the brains.
i wonder if i have the power.
the power to believe in myself.

If given the chance to be a duck or an eagle, no one can stop you from being a duck.
Both can fly, it's whether you choose to fly or not to.

Lexxy

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 15:31:34 GMT

// LEXY / Chance // says:
two face pawns
// LEXY / Chance // says:
roar
i lurk you says:
two hair colors pwns more!
i lurk you says:
ROAR
// LEXY / Chance // says:
yu
// LEXY / Chance // says:
yup
// LEXY / Chance // says:
ah lian pawn two face
i lurk you says:
you know ah
i lurk you says:
if im gonna be an ahlian
i lurk you says:
might as well be proud of it
i lurk you says:
then u got nth to jack me about
i lurk you says:
=D
i lurk you says:
(:
// LEXY / Chance // says:
k
// LEXY / Chance // says:
hou lian ah lian
// LEXY / Chance // says:
LOL

HAHA ANNE IS FUNNY.

k anyway went to watch DARK KNIGHT with byrne,sam,kit,jervis,anne,lenny, thadd and some guy i dunno @_@
the
movie
was
awesome.
nothing better then two face and joker in the same movie. GOD JOKER OWNS,
i used to think he was retarded in the comic, but heath ledger surely made villians in other movies look like a cartoon.
two face is still my fav villian in batman though :D

oh well, not much, hope i can watch it again with the family :D
sat tmr :D weekend rules
gotta go now,
Lexxy

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 02:41:51 GMT

gah, having maths until 12pm today
hehe, brought in macs hotcakes to class
teacher didnt say anything when i started eating,
just finished my breakfast,

damn bored, i hate maths,
meh

Lexxy

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 15:29:14 GMT

meh, i guess even i snap at times,
i used to hold this image of trying to not show any emotions much
at least i think i did,
cause of the way im not used to opening to anyone,
i never really learned how to let it out and stuff
im still adjusting to being with you guys,
so thanks for being patient guys (:
Lexxy

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 23:26:21 GMT

its 7.30am and yes, im still sick.
had a fever for a couple of days now,
just took my temperature, 38.1
damn annoying
still feel like throwing up,
need to rest,
byee,
Lexxy

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 07:45:49 GMT

awww fuck,
i was feeling down since DE lesson
which was my last lesson
and when i got off the bus from coming home,
i threw up on the sidewalk.

feeling kinda lousy now,
gonna rest
Lexxy

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 15:50:23 GMT

fridays are really the best days of the week
that feeling of have a total of a weekend
give you alot of time to think.
the post im about to type is gonna be rather emo and boring but heck, change the page or deal with it.

anyway, i've been thinking alot about koinonia,
how jarvis defined our group to the con3s last week.
we are a community.
and i also noticed anne, who we recently met
warmly welcomed by us.

a long time ago, it wasn't like this for me.
for 10 complete years of my life,
i. had. nothing.
i went to school everyday,
doing normal stuff, hating, dreading the boring hours of sitting through class,
with a bunch of people who didn't even notice you.
sure, there's the occasional "let's mess with alex"
stupid idiots coming over, making fun of me,
hitting me, stealing things form me.
then there's my so called friends,
talking to me whenever they felt like it,
making conversation, but for what?
they don't bother to call me when they get together,
when outside of school of course
don't even give a damn while i was bullied
im not paranoid about this, not once have i been asked along when they went out,
unless its when i accidently overhear them, then they ask.
i had no one, i went home everyday
and i found silence from my computer,
for it would silence the world around me,
i played games, ignoring everything around me,
avoiding that loneliness,
laughing it off with people i didn't even know
or other times when i just decide to lie on the bed,
staring at my phone,
wondering why i had one,
no one called
no one messaged
unless its like "ay, alex, today got what homework arh?"
it was like a useless piece of crap to me.
of course i had my family,
and of course there were, wait, let me count, TWO people who gave damn,
talking about school people of course,
the two people i had everyday from sec2,
the rest just didnt give a shit what happened outside of school,
talking to me only when they needed to.
maybe its just me but i've never had people who bothered about me.

six to seven months ago, i got this call from jervis,
asking me along for a camp,
a nobody to them,
joining a group of people,
only knowing them slightly,
and now today, i am part of something,
something important to me,
with people who respect me( in some ways)
with people who bother to help me,
with people who invite me out,
with people who laugh with me,
with people who care for me,
with people who love me.

so here's to the alex that nobody knew,
good riddance,

and here's to the alex from koinonia,
may we all last together as a community forever.

oh and i have found out how to link non-lj users (:
check out the bar on the right
Lexxy

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:50:58 GMT

meh,
so spain won yesterday , MEH,
lol, went over to byrne's house and watched the match.
was with patrick and anne and of course byrne.

before that me matt and anne were at the hawker centre,
prank calling people xD
in the end we prank called andrea, geri and sandra, HAHA, no details here. ask me another time.
then pat came and matt had to go home already.
AND I HAD NO IDEA PATRICK WAS 18 AND INDONESIAN OK. SOMEONE FORGOT TO LEAVE ME A NOTE xD.
so anne and patrick went to buy beer and i asked for a bottle of bercardi :X
went to byrne's house to drink , we were sitting outside his house,
watching the bloopers of the show " who's line is it" or something liddat.
then the match, of which by the time we were all dead.

went home at 7, slept til 4,
and went to catch GET SMART xD
with jervis, ben, ben and matt
the show was hilarious,couldn't stop laughing
then went to meet sam and kit and mao for dinner.
ate at the hawker centre,
blah blah blah

meh, need to go to sch tmr T_T
oh well
Lexxy :D
(( NOTE : LEXXY ALWAYS HAD DOUBLE X ))

change of journal skin :P

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:20:53 GMT

new blogskin timeeee

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 04:33:42 GMT

so maybe jarvis was right
i hide behind a mask of laughter and smiles.
grinning ear to ear,
being a complete coward,
afraid of being serious,
failing, hurting myself, getting laughed at.
life really sucks for me,
i dunno what goals i have,
what i want to do,
where im going,
i only laugh at the present,
smiling, grinning, laughing
ignoring everything around me,
carefree and ignorant,
watching as opportunity after opportunity pass by
doing absolutely nothing.

oh and my MSTs are screwed up.
so damn dead.
gah

oh well, gugu is getting married later :P
in fact we have to leave now,
bye all
Lexxy

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 13:27:32 GMT

ohoh, and gugu isgetting married on friday :D
exciting much? :D
finally she found that someone for herself,
she's always been taking care of me and stuff.
CONGRATS GUK! (if you're reading this :D)
ill probably wish you on thursday when you stay here anyway xD

LEXXY

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 13:24:23 GMT

MEH,
tests are getting REALLY screwed up xD
i freaking handed in a near blank paper today T_T.
i even tried to study too ):
where did i go wrong seriously.
oh well, ill lift my head high and be carefree anyway xD
who cares!
ill live til year 3 i hope :X
haha

anyhow, was TRYING to study today,
for maths tomorrow,
i think im dead,
the guys were playing soccer and i was alone in the youth room "studying"
i fell asleep while reading the notes.
heh, so screwed.

i think im gonna sleep or smth xD
Lexxy.

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 16:42:22 GMT

and its THE KING,
haha

its no wonder im screwing up my tests, but its only 5% anyway :X

anyhow, i miss camp :P
so fun that we all got together and had the chance to facil con3s.
burning suandra, fullsets at night, disneyland,
panicking about last minute planning,
mistakes made,
love shared
(:

Lexxy

and with each day that goes by, not once have i not been thinking about you.